The words that have been on the tip of my tongue for the last while is. GOD IS GOOD. Why is that?  Well when you surrender your life to God it means you may not know what's next, but I  have been learning to trust God completely and He has been helping me do that.  I have just sayed "God help me trust you. Help me take my hands off my life so you can put your hands on. I dont know how but teach me." When I did that He has provided my every need. Brought amazing people to come along side me, inside is making me a stronger person, and using me to help others around. I want to encourage you to let God do what He wants. He loves you and wants to bless and use you more than we could ever know. The reality that I am coming to is that I really dont know what is best for me. He does. That is why He died for me. He wants us all free. God bless all of you.